Where's the joy, the play the magic?

those who know me I am a mythical being who thrives on the magic of the moment
life hasn't felt like that recently, however, its where we put our attention
is it our environment, is it low seretonin, is it just what is happening in our world. the violence in Israel hits a nerve

I find that I want to slow down,  meditate lots
life is bringing us opportunities to connect every moment.
I admit I want to be sleeping, checking out from the pain
washing my hair is a chore
life is so much more, so much bigger
each breath
open the heart.