I'm disappointed

we get disappointed when we have expectations
I guess I thought there would be more support
we don't get if we don't ask
so I'm asking you, I'm begging you please
to believe in my vision, to support me in my journey of
bringing light and love and helping people with anxiety
please help me support myself in this world
I'm disappointed that I don't get invited for shabbos.
Its true that I probably won't even want to come
Sometimes we have to make our own party and show up to it.